Log in

No account? Create an account
I just can't wait to make you hate me a little more. [entries|friends|calendar]
im scared of fireworks.

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[02 Oct 2004|09:20am]
In case no one noticed.. I dont update in here anymore.

I want to add all my friends on here to _baneful_ . But you could make it easier for me and add me first!

 haha. soo... if you see that name added its me. word.
dare to jump?

Angle dance. Angle dance. [12 Sep 2004|05:46pm]
My moms friend brought over beer bread and its baking in our oven and it smells soooo good. Is eating beer bread breaking edge? meh.

"Angle dance. Angle dance. First take one arm put it straight out, and the other one in the aiiiiiir. Then hang a friend from the ceiling to do the same...if he loves you I know he wont caaaaaare. And look - now youve got a squaaaaaare. Angle dance. Angle dance...."

I cant wait for the debates to start. mhm.
4 did| dare to jump?

Irish blood English heart [06 Sep 2004|10:06pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Sleeping in 3 hour intervals throughout the day can really screw up your time perception.

When Morrissey announces the second leg of his upcoming tour, Arizona better be included. word.

Adam sounded less than perfect on the three songs he and Fred played on Fuses Daily Download. I think it still sounded good though. They played "new american classic" (my favorite) last. It was the best of the three in my opinion. "decade..." and "this photograph..." were the other two they played.

Should I feel bad that since ive started packing, I alone have bundled together enough old clothes to clothe about 150 people? Salvation Army is getting a big present from the gallagher house. fo shizzle.

1 did| dare to jump?

[05 Sep 2004|01:03am]
[ mood | crappy ]

my other journal is _baneful_

its friends only - just comment or whatever if I havent added you already. Its just more ...personal... I guess? I dont care who reads it, and I want people to comment - its friends only just so my family or someone doesnt get ahold of it.


After watching the RNC with my mom last week, I think she really hates me now. I dont think she gets that most of the time when I make fun of Bush Im just trying to make her mad. Granted, I make remarkably intelligent and witty remarks anyone would be jealous of. hah. And I really do think someone should shoot Zell Miller.

She thinks Im evil for thinking its cool how all the protesters were in NYC. I dont think the violence was good by any means - but I like seeing people my age out on the streets getting involved. And their signs are always delightful.

Update: John Edwards still isnt my best friend.... yet.

4 did| dare to jump?

[03 Sep 2004|09:09am]
[ mood | busy ]

new layout. check it out fools.

tell me how the background picture looks on your computer, please. On mine it covers the whole thing, but on lindas she said it shows the background color. meh.

im not done - still gotta find a new icon and change the link colors, border design, and what not. but this is the gist of it.


ps..the postal services cover of phil collins "against all odds" makes me happy.

4 did| dare to jump?

[24 Aug 2004|06:22am]
Is anyone going to JavaJazz the 28th for Glass Intrepid/Skylar Blue/Makeshift/The paradox?

I want to go. You should take me.
1 did| dare to jump?

here we go. [23 Aug 2004|07:54pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

So, I was gonna wait a day or two for some of the things I wanted to say to people, but Im going to move one up for today. This will probably bore all but one of you.

I dont know if that last entry had anything to do with me, but the part about the end of last year being bad made me think it probably did. Along with the fact that I am often petty, bitchy, and have no reason for it. I dont know why things have changed between us, or why when we get over it on our own terms we never really talk about it after the fact. I do know, that once we do get back to being friends...it always feels right- like old times. I know it wont always be like that, and Im sure we will get distant again sometime. (We used to think that was impossible. things change, huh?). I like to tell myself the reason I get mad or frustrated at people is a complicated subject - but its not, its just I dont really know why I get mad sometimes. Maybe I get bored? jealous? emo? or just plain bitchy. I do want to say Im sorry. Im sorry for the shear apathy I showed when blowing you off last semester for reasons that seemed acceptable at the time. I regret so much from last semester and how we didnt hang out as much. I need to grow up and realize that were not as much the same as we used to be, and that doesnt mean we cant be as good a friends as we used to be. I need to realize that I cant get mad at people for not caring when I dont let them know somethings wrong, thats a big problem. But the reason for this is just let you know youre friendship is one of the best - if not the best - Ive ever had. I love you, I think you have a kind heart, I think youre smart, I know you would be there for me if I needed you, and I know I do my best to be there for you- while sometimes I feel I fall short because I tend to not be a good friend at times. But this is me saying Im sorry. This is me admitting what I hate to admit. I hope I you get what Im saying, Im sure you do.


dare to jump?

Holy Shit. [23 Aug 2004|09:30am]
[ mood | embarrassed ]

Over a years worth of writers block is gone. I just wrote something Im actually proud of. Too shy to let other people see it just yet - but personally proud. See other journal for inspiration.

too bad thoughts are running a billion miles an hour through my head for me to bask in the glory.

I love everyone right now. And I have something I want to say to certain people. Expect future entries for that.

dare to jump?

[22 Aug 2004|12:56am]
Nathans over by himself telling crazy stories. someone help.
2 did| dare to jump?

[21 Aug 2004|10:52am]
If Liz died I think I would throw a party cause It would be the best day of my life.

sisterly love. isnt it great?
dare to jump?

[21 Aug 2004|02:27am]
[Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('
[Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<img <br>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.]

[Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<img <br>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.]

WTF is this?
dare to jump?

[18 Aug 2004|07:47pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Fuck it. Fuck it all.

[18 Aug 2004|12:52am]
I finally figured out how to make my free trial of animation shop work again. I wish I had a better version though. Meh, this will do.

Edit: made this...its too big for use on LJ, but oh well, I dig it.

1 did| dare to jump?

failure by design [13 Aug 2004|01:51am]
[ mood | nerdy ]

So...Jackass has been missing for over a month now. I think its safe to say hes not coming back. :( I wonder what happened cause he always went outside and would come back a few hours later.

little jackass.

big jackass.

poor kitty. I miss the tail-less bastard.

I move into the Arbors on Monday. Linda tells me she can hear the people on the other side of her having sex...glad my room is on the other side of the apt. Erin will move in next saturday. I cant wait till were all moved in and back to our good times. (and Ill have high speed internet again.)

anyone else seen/heard the new papa roach? I saw them on Fuse today. Wow...different from what I remember. The lead singer is wearing make-up and everything. Its weird.

8 did| dare to jump?

Government agency said "be afraid of me" [11 Aug 2004|04:55am]
I can be punny too...

JewelsRulesFools(4:45:14 AM): i played on the rock climbing wall at the playground after i ran
JewelsRulesFools (4:45:17 AM): it rocked

I need a new CD player or a Mp3 player cause my stupid CD player skips when I run even though it has that memory thing. blast. But while I was walking home I felt like I was in a music video listening to the 4th track on the new TBS.
1 did| dare to jump?

evian is naive backwards. [09 Aug 2004|07:54pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

I think about the weirdest things sometimes when Im crying. Like earlier today I was crying (for reasons no one cares about) and all of the sudden I started thinking about John Edwards and how weird it would be if he were my dad.

Sometimes I think Im crazy. Like how I talk to myself a lot. But I guess talking to yourself is better than thinking you are talking to someone else. I day dream to much, maybe thats why my life has gone nowhere.

I need clinical help. seriously.

(notice the straightedge icon and the "drunk" emoticon...I just wanted to use the drunk mood cause I never get to. hah.)

7 did| dare to jump?

Blast from the past [07 Aug 2004|07:01pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

Child of the 90's. Bold the ones you've done.

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air.
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own....
6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. words: M.C. Hammer

9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock."
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales."
12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
16. You played the game "MASH".
17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
18. L.A. Gear.
19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten.
20. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books.
21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF."

22. You wanted to be a Goonie.
23. You ever wore flourescent clothing.
24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.
25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
26. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
28. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts
29. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence.
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.
33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals.
34. You ever made a Lite Brite clown.
35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide.
38. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's.
41. You remember Popples. (still have mine, bitches)
42. "Don't worry, be happy."

43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.
44. You wore socks scrunched down.
45. "Miss MARY MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK"
46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players.
47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!"
49. You remember watching Rainbow Brite and My Little Ponies.
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool. (they arent anymore?!)
53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell," the ORIGINAL class.
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - "YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME".
55. You played and or collected "Pogs"
56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger.

11 did| dare to jump?

You were the last good thing about this border town. [05 Aug 2004|01:36am]
Linda and I (inspired by a little andy roddick action) decided to go play tennis tonight at the front courts. But when we got there (9:30pm) the cards wouldnt swipe and/or the scanning thing was broken. So we couldnt play :(

Went on a walk to Northampton Elementary. Stupid elementary memories are the coolest.

Earlier Today: Chilis and put-put in Willowbrook w/Linda and her mom.

Im not going back to Sam this semester, FYI. I need to save some money big time. Hopefully I will be back in the spring. It saddens me, but you gotta do what you gotta do.

Songs of the Day
"Where is your boy tonight?" - Fall Out Boy
"Come back to Camden" - Morrissey
"The Oridnary Boys" - Morrissey (may be my fav morrissey song. tra la la)
"New American Classic" - TBS
3 did| dare to jump?

Talk is cheap. [04 Aug 2004|02:42am]
[ mood | energetic ]

__________sarah  and I made a kick ass picture on Yahoo! Doodle. we rock.

Taking Back Sunday is coming to town!!! The best part is... 2 nights! (@ numbers in October). Im gonna try and go both nights. Cause I cant really decide which I want to go to.  Now that I think about it... I havent been to a show in fo-eva.


My sister has to be the most grotesque person Ive ever seen/met. (just a random thought)


Do you ever go to update your journal and then sit there staring at the screen for tens of minutes because you realize you dont know what to update about? This is one of those times.

2 did| dare to jump?

[01 Aug 2004|11:03pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

To hell with you and all your friends.

TBS album has grown on me quite a bit. "New American Classic" is my fav song.

IM overload right now. Theres 5 boxes open.

Sarah informes me Conor Oberst is number 52 on Maxims "Hot List." Interesting.

check out this guys photography:


I think it rocks.

2 did| dare to jump?

[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]